There are millions of Gods that all have individual and a personal name. Recommend one I should cling to? Thanks.
If you are asking this with a humble heart rather than a smug pride know that you are not far from the one true God. There are millions of wrong answers to the question “what is 1 + 1″ (using base 10 math) but there is only one correct answer. You can know God and be reconciled to Him through Jesus Christ the Messiah. All of the vile sins that you have committed in your life, that will otherwise be rightly punished, will be washed away and you will be made a brand new creation.
For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him. -Romans 5:7